ntah la...

idup as a researcher..
i tot its simple..
dok kt lab..
sorting insects..
play wif chemicals..
wearing a lab coat..
cam cool kn..
tp ntah la...

when i become a researcher..
i learned sumthing..
mne p life aku b4 dis...
ble mama suro blk..
aku xleh blk..
keje yg berlambak2..
tangguh2 pon..
still x siap2 gak...
when she asked 4 a date..
alasan2..
2 je yg mmpu aku bg..
obses sngt ke aku...
ntah la..

is it my dream??
btol2 nk jd researcher..
scientist la kononnye..
yes it is..
aku xleh nk ngeluh..
x mampu nk ngeluh..
i want it 2 be my career..
i luv it..
tp tkt lupe my life..
klu da kawen nnt..
snggup ke fmly aku ikut..
fieldwork yg jauh smp ke rompin..
nk ke dorg dok sne??
snggup ke aku tngglkn bni n ank2 aku??
cmne klu tngh dlm pntang??
tngh pregnant..
ntah la..

wat mse nie..
aku xtau ape yg aku kjr..
hny thn yg bley tlg aku..
i'll get de answer 1 day..
yg 2 aku pasti..

daa~